Miksi muutin pois asumispalveluyksiköstä? Tässä tulee mun tarina lyhyesti . Vammauduin lokakuussa 2014 lentäessäni hevosen selästä suoraan niskoilleni maneesin seinän reunaan, jolloin neliraajahalvaannuin heti sillä sekunnilla kun C-5 nikama pamahti rikki ja pirstaloitui selkäytimeen. Olin ensin reilun kuukauden teho-osastolla Töölön sairaalassa, ihan mahtavien tehohoitajien käsissä ja mua kuntoutettiin jo siinä vaiheessa eri tavoin siihen, että pystyisin irtautumaan hengityskoneesta. Omat keuhkot alkoivat jo toimia sen verran että pystyin siirtymään muuhun kuntouttavaan osastohoitoon, ensin Töölössä ja sitten sieltä Synapsiaan selkäydinvammaosastolle, jossa asuin melkein kokonaiset puoli vuotta. Yhteensä sairaala-, ja laitoskuntoutuksessa asumista kertyi noin kahdeksan kuukautta, joka on aika pitkä aika pois "kotioloista". Jäin vammautumisen jälkeen ihan "tyhjän päälle" asumisen suhteen, enkä todellakaan tiennyt miten tulisin pärjäämään missään. Minulle ja läheis...

 I'm still alive and wondering about life! 9 years have gone by so fast and it's time to reflect back on what's been happening lately. In 9 years I have moved four times and I'm currently living by myself in a very nice two bedroom apartment, with open concept kitchen (yes, very trendy indeed😂), large balcony and of course a SAUNA🩶. This is something I could not have in Helsinki during the five years I lived there, so this is definitely an upgrade! Outside, just around the corner, I have access to shops and a park, which is a big plus when moving around in a wheelchair. In Helsinki I lived beside the metrostation and there were not much of anything green around ( if you don't count the green smoke from my pot-smoking neighbours...😅) Good times, good times... So after that, during the worst Covid-19 pandemic in 2020 I moved to Nummela, Vihti and lived there for about 2,5 years with my boyfriend, until we "crashed and burned" really badly... I decided to ...

Everything is temporary. Everything you have going on in your life right now is meant to last just for a while. Good or bad, nothing's gonna last forever. Life is so freaking fragile. One second you can see your future ahead of you, thinking that what is yet to come is clear and obvious, although one move can change it all for good. Embrace everything you have right now, because it can all change in a heartbeat. That's how fragile we are, no matter how badass someone can seem to be, in the end we're just flesh and bone. If your normal life seems miserable to you, but you have your health, oh, you don't know have lucky you really are! You can do anything as long as you are fit and healthy. It has been a couple of years since the last time I shared any thoughts here with you. The reason is that 2017 was a really rough year for me and 2018 was in a way the year I just wanted the storm to pass. The only thing is that I don't know if the worst time of my life now is fi...