Through the darkness

Hey all dear ones, hope you have enjoyed the holidays!

Year 2015 is gone, and it's time to turn the page and face a new chapter in life. At the same time, let's congratulate ourselves for making it this far. Everyone didn't , so let's be grateful.

Anyways, I have decided to summon up last years highlights, good and bad, so here's my 2015 in a nutshell:

- Once in Lohja hospital for sepsis (blood poisoning)
- Once in Töölö hospital for sepsis
- Once in Meilahti hospital for sepsis
- Waiting approximately 25 hours in the Haartman hospitals emergency room
- Once in Töölö for an 8 h surgery
-Cracked my neck again, but this time it did heal fast

+ completing 6 months of rehabilitation in Validia, Helsinki
+ moved 2 times
+ living on my own, in my own home
+ started working part-timely in Autumn
+ Had approximately 240 hours of therapy (occupational&physio)

++ Watched Slipknot perform (third time maybe?)
++ Saw In Flames for the first time
++ Amorphis twice
First time for these awesome bands too;
++  Mötley Crue and Alice Cooper
++ Local Band
++ Fulfilled my dream, and saw HIM on New Years Eve  (it took 10 years to complete this)

A HUGE THANK YOU to my precious family & dear friends, for sharing this rollercoaster of life by my side! Last year was extremely hard, but it had its highlights. 

I'm scared to think what this year will bring, but one thing is for sure; as long as I'm staying off the hospital bed, this rebellion is gonna do what the hell she wants! I'm learning to live this life again, and I'm not gonna miss a minute of it. This emptiness inside is my demon, and now my mission is to fulfill it with everything, and scare away my demons.  So please Heavenly Father (Lemmy?), keep me away from those hospitals. Amen.