This year has been a real rollercoaster for me. But I must admit that I enjoyed more the Tommy Lee drum-kit rollercoaster in 2015, when Mötley Crue played their last show in Helsinki. My rollercoaster wasn't that cool, and it lasted way too long.
During this year I've been in and out of hospitals, faced fears and felt miserable. From time to time I've been a human wreck, capable of doing nothing. It's been a day-by-day battle, and waiting for the storm to pass. After the accident in 2014, this year has definitely been the second shittiest (SO FAR, like Homer Simpson would say. Yes I could quote someone else, but i prefer Homer).
Thanks to my dear friends and family, I've had some fun too! I could say that the amount of shit you are going through, you need to at least double that with loud music and laughter. That's in my Survival guide.
I don't really know what people in their 20's or 30's should do, but I sure miss working. I'm still hopeful, that I could work a bit next year. So no more bad surprises, please! I want my life to be something else too, not only a human test about how much shit you can take.
If I told you my year of 2017 was 300 days of shit ,and 65 days of feeling better, would you believe me? I don't know if you do, and it doesn't really matter, but it's close to the truth.
So dear Santa, all I want for Christmas, is some spirit (and don't get me wrong, not talking about alcohol) .Some spirit to get me going through Christmas and further too, like 300 awesome days in 2018. It's not like I'm asking for a miracle. Oh stop there, it's exactly what I'm asking. So I guess it's up to my "good friend" Fate to decide, once again.
But whatever happens, I'll keep the music loud and "party on", if I must do it in this fuxxing chair, so be it.
And last but not least, let me do some calculus about how many bands I've seen during the year. *takes a 2 hour break to do the math*
And it adds up! 13 awesome bands! Let's see if I can do better next year, let's keep filling this heavy heart, with heavy metal. It's been the best antidote so far!
They say that bad times won't last forever, but knowing that the rest of my life's always gonna be living on the battle zone , is not that encouraging. It's like leaning into hell, but holding onto a rope , pulling myself up once in a while. Well, that sounded like I'm going to the gallows, but maybe someone got the point. I want to believe that something good is still on the way, but I'm sceptical though.
Whoever you are reading this, be safe, and have a heavy x-mas (or a light boring one, if you choose to :).
-N
During this year I've been in and out of hospitals, faced fears and felt miserable. From time to time I've been a human wreck, capable of doing nothing. It's been a day-by-day battle, and waiting for the storm to pass. After the accident in 2014, this year has definitely been the second shittiest (SO FAR, like Homer Simpson would say. Yes I could quote someone else, but i prefer Homer).
Thanks to my dear friends and family, I've had some fun too! I could say that the amount of shit you are going through, you need to at least double that with loud music and laughter. That's in my Survival guide.
I don't really know what people in their 20's or 30's should do, but I sure miss working. I'm still hopeful, that I could work a bit next year. So no more bad surprises, please! I want my life to be something else too, not only a human test about how much shit you can take.
If I told you my year of 2017 was 300 days of shit ,and 65 days of feeling better, would you believe me? I don't know if you do, and it doesn't really matter, but it's close to the truth.
So dear Santa, all I want for Christmas, is some spirit (and don't get me wrong, not talking about alcohol) .Some spirit to get me going through Christmas and further too, like 300 awesome days in 2018. It's not like I'm asking for a miracle. Oh stop there, it's exactly what I'm asking. So I guess it's up to my "good friend" Fate to decide, once again.
But whatever happens, I'll keep the music loud and "party on", if I must do it in this fuxxing chair, so be it.
And last but not least, let me do some calculus about how many bands I've seen during the year. *takes a 2 hour break to do the math*
And it adds up! 13 awesome bands! Let's see if I can do better next year, let's keep filling this heavy heart, with heavy metal. It's been the best antidote so far!
They say that bad times won't last forever, but knowing that the rest of my life's always gonna be living on the battle zone , is not that encouraging. It's like leaning into hell, but holding onto a rope , pulling myself up once in a while. Well, that sounded like I'm going to the gallows, but maybe someone got the point. I want to believe that something good is still on the way, but I'm sceptical though.
Whoever you are reading this, be safe, and have a heavy x-mas (or a light boring one, if you choose to :).
-N
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