So, sad news... Surgery on Tuesday. There was no other way out of this. They are gonna remove that titanium-piece-of shit from my upper spinal cord, which has already done some serious damage to my throat( esophagus). I haven't been able to eat anything in a month, all nutrition has gone through a pipe right in to my stomach. It has been a rough experience, but hopefully everything is going back to normal soon.
My biggest fear has come to reality, and once again I need to be brave. I'm kind of tired being brave and calm all the time, but I really hope my bad luck will turn, and when this shit is over I can finally move on with my life. The battle is on, but I will do everything to get my life on track again, and win this nightmare.
I just wanna thank everyone who's walking beside me through this, you people are important.... For making me laugh when I wanna cry, and just being there for me when I need you. You people know who you are. Let's win this fight together, and make plans! I just wanna move on, and start over, once again.
It's time for me to face my fear, but I've decided I'm gonna overcome this. So let the battle begin, one more time!
My biggest fear has come to reality, and once again I need to be brave. I'm kind of tired being brave and calm all the time, but I really hope my bad luck will turn, and when this shit is over I can finally move on with my life. The battle is on, but I will do everything to get my life on track again, and win this nightmare.
I just wanna thank everyone who's walking beside me through this, you people are important.... For making me laugh when I wanna cry, and just being there for me when I need you. You people know who you are. Let's win this fight together, and make plans! I just wanna move on, and start over, once again.
It's time for me to face my fear, but I've decided I'm gonna overcome this. So let the battle begin, one more time!
Paljon tsemppiä Kupiaisilta! <3
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