So, sad news... Surgery on Tuesday. There was no other way out of this. They are gonna remove that titanium-piece-of shit from my upper spinal cord, which has already done some serious damage to my throat( esophagus). I haven't been able to eat anything in a month, all nutrition has gone through a pipe right in to my stomach. It has been a rough experience, but hopefully everything is going back to normal soon. My biggest fear has come to reality, and once again I need to be brave. I'm kind of tired being brave and calm all the time, but I really hope my bad luck will turn, and when this shit is over I can finally move on with my life. The battle is on, but I will do everything to get my life on track again, and win this nightmare. I just wanna thank everyone who's walking beside me through this, you people are important.... For making me laugh when I wanna cry, and just being there for me when I need you. You people know who you are. Let's win this fight together, ...